Testimony Time – I Am Not A Summation Of My Past

by 1 Dec

Testimony Time – Jesus Turns Lives Around 😊!

 

I Am Not A Summation Of My Past – by Anonymous

 

“I am not a summation of my past, but God’s creation not yet fully realized. 

 

The divorce was bad. Who was I to think that we could ace divorce too because we were such a perfect pair. I was clearly still holding on.  I was standing on a balance beam with psychotic depression on one arm and my family on the other. When she let go I fell to the other side. 

 

I had been there before, but this time no angels were waiting for me. Only evil tormenting me about my loss and personalizing my pain. By this time I had learned some coping mechanisms to fight the evil. However, I hadn’t fully invited the Victor into my battle yet.

 

I think it was at a family bonfire where I had a change of thought. Something came over my sister and she said to me “Maybe you need to stop denying your psychosis.” professional advice from a store manager with the Holy Spirit. I breathed a breath of fresh air. My sister had set me free. By not denying the psychosis I could stop denying the spiritual aspect of it and come to Jesus for help.

 

Don’t get me wrong, I still take the meds and tell the doctor when I hear voices for too long, but I prayed for God to put a team around me that gets it or tries too. However, I go to Jesus first. The evil tries to warp you through tricks and tries to wear you down until you are not like yourself. You are a child of God and are yet to see your full self. Go to Jesus for reminders of who you are and invite him into your battle. Believe in him more than you believe those voices. He is there waiting for your call.

Written by Anynomous

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